Depressed

So I'm very sorry that I haven't updated in a long time, but I'm a very busy person. lol So I can't remember all the small funny moments that have happened since I updated last, but I do remember the big moments. So I went to Aspen twice. We lost the playoffs, but we still got to play 2 games. But I LOVE that town! It's so cute! And it has great shopping! I got an outfit from Roxy and a purse from Billabong (just ask Shannon, it's really cute) But we went to an awesome restaurant where I got to make my own pizza. Yeah I got to put all the stuff on it and they took it and cooked it. It was the yummiest pizza ever!! In Aspen, you can just like step off the slopes, take your skis off, go shopping, and then go skiing. It's so cool! We're gonna go back this summer maybe! Yeah, so then I went to Disney World for 9 days! It was amazing! Our hotel was so cool! It had an automatic spinning door! Yeah, it was the best vacation ever. But as you all know, when I come back from vacation I get depressed. So I made it 8 days without crying and I was happy. But today I had a breakdown and Katie had me write a list of everything I love. But only 7 of those things were here in Colorado so I was just about crying because almost everything I love is in Disney World and I miss it. What was making me not be sad when I first got back was that I knew that I was gonna go back in the near future because we have a timeshare down there that's like 2 seconds away from Disney World and we go there just about every year and that I have my family and friends here and I love them and am happy when I'm with them. And I'm gonna go on vacation for 2 weeks in July and we might go to California and go to Disneyland, California Adventure, Magic Mountain, Knott's Berry Farm, San Francisco, Seaworld, Rodeo (or however u spell it) Drive, and the San Diego Zoo. That would be so much fun! I think we're probably gonna go there, but I can't say for sure. There's so many places to go and we wanna trade our timeshare weeks to go somewhere nice! And for Spring Break we might go to Hawaii! But I don't know yet. But I'm gonna go to Disney World in 2009! Even if my parents don't want to I'm gonna go because I can hardly stand being away from it for a week, let alone a year. So yeah, I realized how boring my life is. I mean every day is the same all the time. I need some change and that's why I love vacations. But there's only 80 more days till' my next vacation and I will only take 45 more showers until then. And I will go to the orthodontist once, get my hair cut once or twice, get my nails done once, and get my eyebrows waxed 4 times until then. That's how much I look forward to vacations. Just imagine how hard it is for me to go 8 months without one! But hockey and Christmas and my birthday help pass the time between July and March. And there's little hockey trips to Santa Fe, Steamboat, and Telluride too. But coming back from a vacation is just plain hard for me. So everybody should know that I am trying my best to stay strong during this hard time, but it's getting difficult. I am trying to stay happy but sometimes, it's too hard. But if I have fun things to occupy me I get better faster and the time passes quicker. And it doesn't help that I have to get an MRI on Friday. Darn.